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like literally smoking from the engine
white and you smell pancakes?
it’s the coolant. panic and pull over, but you’ll live
a slight blue tinge?
it’s the oil. panic and pull over, but you’ll live
grey, looks like fire smoke?
gasoline; the most combustable and dangerous. pull over and leave the vehicle, pray.
sharing because i didn’t know this when my car started smoking white yesterday and i was so afraid for my life.
Reblogging because a dear friend of my Moms with mechanic experience told me the same thing when I got my license.
There is a girl / with black eyes and cut thighs / she stands in forest fires / pretends that the flames don’t burn / pretends that her open wounds aren’t signs of grief / there is a girl who chooses to burn / there is a girl who stands in the woods / blood dripping from her wounds / blood seeps into the soil / the woods welcome her home.
— there is a girl in the woods who made the forest fire her home. h.g
I’ve seen this girl called Ana,
She’s pretty, thin and tall,
She has the smallest frame I’ve seen,
And not one single flaw.
I met this girl called Ana,
She introduced herself today,
She seemed so very nice at first,
and says she wants to stay.
I know this girl named Ana,
She’s so perfect and it’s true,
I’m so fat compared to her,
But she’ll make me skinny too.
I’m friends with this girl called Ana,
I’ve started eating less,
Hating the person in the mirror,
My life’s become a mess.
My best friend is this girl named Ana,
I want her to always stay,
All my other friends have left,
But she will never stray.
The only one I listen to is Ana,
She’s so smart and full of advice,
I’m starting to get smaller,
My health the only sacrifice.
I’m scared of this girl Ana,
I can’t get her out of my head,
It finally occurred to me,
That Ana wants me to be dead.
I hate this girl named Ana,
She makes my life a hell,
Someone please hear my silent screams,
Cause she won’t let me tell.
My worst enemy is this girl called Ana,
She’s a demon in my head,
She seemed so nice at first,
But I was so misled.
I’m prisoner to this girl called Ana,
I’m captive to her will,
I can’t help but do what she says,
How can I be so fat still?
My murderer is this girl named Ana,
She starved me to my grave,
My heart finally stopped beating,
I couldn’t continue being brave.
This is so fucking deep
thin girl: all i do is eat pizza and smoke weed and play video games
everyone: god… she is The Dream Girl… so cute and Unique… shes not like the other girls who only eat salads, shes Real
fat girl: i like pizza too
everyone: wow… consider being healthy maybe? disgusting
I WANT TO REBLOG THIS 100000 TIMES SO UNFOLLOW ME IF THAT ANNOYS YOU BC IM FUCKING GOING TO
T H I S
Right! I so much as look at pizza and I gain weight -_-
a girl in 2008: i’m not like other girls! i like cool things and not stupid girly stuff, i’m different and better than most girls
a girl in 2018: i’m nonbinary! i don’t feel like a girl, my gender is just so different from everyone else’s, also fuck cis bitches
a guy in 2008: i’m such a nice guy, how dare these women reject me??
a guy in 2018: i’m such a beautiful woman, how dare these lesbians reject me??
i’m screaming this is the best addition possible
a guy in 2008: women in the west aren’t even oppressed, they’re just ungrateful
a guy in 2018: i am the most oppressed woman in the world
Yea finding someone to love me no matter how much shit I’ve been through and what the hell is wrong with me and accept what I can’t change is fucking tough.
So I’ve been eating like 1200 calories a day the last two weeks…. And I’ve been stuck at 136 for the same amount of time… Maybe I should start fasting again but I mentally can’t do it. I feel weak and like I’m going to lose control and binge. I actually feel like I’ve been binging but I know deep down in eating a good amount. Maybe like I’m normal again… I don’t know. I don’t like it. I want to keep losing. Maybe I just need a push. If anyone wants to send meanspo or sweetspo or anything motivating that would be nice. I’m just so tired of count calories and stressing and I need to focus again..
A selfie? In the early morning light? When I’m high as fuck and my baby is away? I think so.
if a girl is losing a lot of weight fast, she’s anorexic, but if a bigger girl loses a lot of weight fast she’s a success story.
im a bad person who thinks bad thoughts like ‘ew what is that girl wearing’ and then remember that im supposed to be positive about all things and then think ‘no she can wear what she wants, fuck what other people say damn girl u look fabulous’ and im just a teeny bit hypocritical tbh
I was always taught by my mother, That the first thought that goes through your mind is what you have been conditioned to think. What you think next defines who you are.
READ THIS THEN READ IT AGAIN
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